Recently, or maybe that I just realized, people talk about love more than ever. I took a second and thought,”I pretty much the same.”

What’s love? What’s inside love that everyone seems to be hook up with such a word? The never ending affection towards “love” inventing the phrase, “Love Never Dies”.

For me, love is something that is more than beautiful, sometimes I feel it is indescribable. It is a matter of heart where we can’t control it. Love towards the Almighty, family, friends, etc.

However, as much as anybody, I was caught by the “love” towards a person. Am me loving her? I don’t want to say it, I don’t want to admit it and I don’t want to express it, YET. For me who had little knowledge of what is love is, I feel that the term “I LOVE YOU” is taken for granted. People simply say the phrase without even know the beauty of it. Some just want to have girlfriends/boyfriends due to many reasons they have and believe it, they smear the lovely phrase for a physical contact between each other, sexually.

I am no advocate of that side, at least not for the sake of just having girlfriend or having sexual intercourse as sex before marriage is forbidden in my religion of Islam.

Day by day, minute by minute, second by second, my view stands to be more clearer than before; I want to keep this word for the special occasion. I want to reserve this word when she is the one, the real one. I want the phrase I’ll say is meaningful for me and her. I am no longer thinking of having girlfriend. That rationale died quite some times ago. I want to have an ever beautiful, sacred relationship, I want to utter the word “love” towards my WIFE, Insya Allah. Have me met my future wife? Wallahualam.

I really hope I do. Is she the one? I hope so. The day I ask her seriously about it, is the day I hope both of us are ready, or at least have start our quest to be the ideal spouses for each other. It is of course, if she says yes to me. Truth inside, I hope she do. I really really really do. For now, I am hoping, making efforts and prays to ALLAH that the dream becomes reality. 

Matter of heart is out of my control but hey, falling in love and feel it strikes in our hearts are nothing wrong. Love is noble, love is pure, and love between spouses that leads Jannah is beautiful than ever. :’)

1. Instead of being weary of worry, sit and understand the chaos in your soul.

What I meant  is if you are worrying, do not trouble yourself with such disturbing activity. Instead, sit and relax. Take out a piece of paper, jolt down what is the thing/problem you are worrying so much. Then, write the worse can happen due to that problem. Next, Accept the fact that those problem openly and sincerely. After that, write down possible ways to battle the problem and pick the best out of it. Lastly, from the worse, you move on and execute the solution IMMEDIATELY! (if you wait, there’s a high chance you wouldn’t do it.)

2. Do yourself a favor, be busy.

We are tend to worrying when we are in our leisure times instead of during our pack-day. Don’t believe me? Are you worrying about something when you are busy in office, school, university, house, etc? No, isn’t it? Because you are too busy to worry. Familiar quotation right? We are so focus in our works and chores to even worrying about something and by the time we finish the works, we are tired enough to put aside the trouble to worry and just by a tick of time, we are in dreams. heh.

3. If too much leisure times, think about happy moments. 

Thinking about happy and worry things at a same time? Nahh. Everyone can focus only one thing at a moment. If you try to think of your success and your failure at the same time, you can have the thinking change between them but not simultaneously. Try it!

4. Be forgiving.

People easily get angry about petty things, about small matters. We can be the toughest guy on the planet when dealing with hard and tough issues, but fall when confronting the small issue. Please, the small matters like jealousy can cause rocky marriage, doubt can ends friendship and angriness can shoo away your productivity. Even the phobia can easily kills your sanity. No wonder people are having mental problem due to their irrational phobia. Emotions like that if without control, can run wild within ourselves and in a dying seconds, we are almost having mental breakdown. Forgive and forget for that small matter. If it is a big thing, refer to the number 1 above.

5. Religion.

Perhaps some of you wouldn’t agree. However, religion do help. As for me, I’m a Muslim and I’m proud of it. My religion provided me ways to counter worry such as reading Qur’an and understand it, perform prayers, and always have some times to reflect myself and always remember ALLAH, the LawGiver. Every religions have their teaching of doing goods and it is a fact that when we see the happiness of people receiving the good acts we have done, we are happy too and it eases our mind from any trouble. So do refers to your religion and I am more than happy if you happen to be interested in Islam and enter this holy religion.

There are some other ways, but I think these are enough. The most important thing is to EXECUTE the ways and solutions against worry or else, these ways are left as just a note. If you ask me, all this ways are known to us but sometimes, we just need some encouragement from others to do it. So, let us stop the worry and be happy, Insya ALLAH! Any good ways to combat worry? Do Tell Me!

So long readers, Assalamualaikum.

Ever thought of changing your old-malfunctioning-disaster-looking phone? here, I’ve got a model for you to survey. Samsung Galaxy SL i9003. It is a new phone that I’ve got after a few years back. The old one, Nokia Express Music 5310 is still here with me, and I still love her. hee

By the way, the technology of this Samsung’s phone is quite mysterious and weird especially for not-so-tech-savvy like me. haha So, any opinions of me is considered personal. What features does this phone have?

First, it is a touchscreen phone, which is sensitive to touch(like!) as I do not to have to press hard unlike Nokia 5800 Express Music (once, was my dream phone) which according to a friend who use it, not so sensitive to touch (probably the phone is a guy?).  However, for one who dislike to look at the phone while texting, touchscreen phone probably not suitable for you,  as you don’t have the feel of pressing the keypad button.

Second, The colour of the screen is beautiful. You can choose a HD wallpaper, which is amazing. However, it had difficulty of running a 1080HD video, as even though you can play it, it kinda stuck but 720p HD video is still good aite. 5MP camera with autofocus is not bad for not-really-into-camera phone like. I wish it has a flash though. Normal looking pictures taken but you can shoot 720p HD video with this phone., coooolllll. heh.

Third, the design is quite similar to other touchscreen phones. Quite a large screen. Best to view video but I don’t like to put into my pocket as I can feel how big it is. -_-” If you go for a design, this is not the best design I guess. I still prefer the metal feeling and gorgeous looking N8(which comes in a variety of colour, and I’m longing for the green one!)

Fourth, the ANDROID function. Well, what more should I say, a cool gadget for Android!  Yes, applications and widgets are must have things in your ANDROID phone! heh. Socially active on the net? Facebook, Twitter, Myspace, Blog, etc is just on a tip of your fingers. You can run HD games like PES, and run many applications at one time without worrying of having it jammed. This is well, better than Nokia N8 which my brothers used. However, Nokia E7 is pretty cool. With a slide. Business relevant.

Fifth, battery. Damn, I hate it’s battery! My 5310 phone can last for two days full even with quite a heavy usage of it but this Samsung’s can’t last even for a day with applications and widgets running for not an excessive usage for me. Irritates me for having to charge it everyday. Duh, FAIL.

That’s that I guess. Except battery and other few minor missing wish things I want on my phone, it’s a useful gadget for me. Still new for me, trying to figure out the best usages of this phone. Any cool phone you want to buy? Suggest to me. heh.

1. Their music sounds fresh.

YEAH, fresh like it is the best fruit just being plucked from the best tree. It might not be agreeable to others, who likes me, also enjoys our own musics too but as it is written there, SOUNDS fresh. It sounds like something new, because all the hype they have and the promotions they made to increase their fan bases, kudos to them. They have a well groom artists with such a bright attitude with a good quality music.  Personally, I enjoyed CN BLUE, a band with great songs under their sleeves. Wait, don’t smirk at me yet. haha have a listen to their songs, such as LOVE LIGHT, LOVE, IM A LONER and LOVE REVOLUTION, just to name a few and 99% you will be in love with them if you are a girl. Perhaps boys too. haha erm, but mind yourself, I am just loving their songs okay. hehe Plus, they can sing live quite well.

2. DANCE, DANCE, DANCE all along

They not only producing artists that can sing, but with a great advantages of can dance as well. By the way, I am not a fan of Super Junior, even if people are talking about them. I am just interested in SNSD. haha Perhaps you are the fan of any of them, right?

3. Funny game shows.

Watch FAMILY OUTING, RUNNING MAN, etc and you will be like, LOL the whole day! Jae Suk the Gag Man.

4. Pretty.

Pretty views in movies and dramas. It has  been my dream to go to Jeju Island since I watch the Korean Drama, My Girl. Can someone takes me there, please please? )) They also preserved their villages very well, such a pleasant scene to look at.

Not forgetting to mention, they have pretty artists. Even their male artists are pretty, Whattheeeee? -_-” No wonder girls are soooo soooo crazyyy about them. haha Yoona of SNSD is beautiful though. hehe

Any Korean fans out there, let us share your thoughts aite? See ya!

I just hope I can start to write again, and with a spirit and tendency of doing it continuously, it’s a hope indeed. Until then, so long readers, IF indeed I have any readers beside myself. haha daa.

hurdles always there
but big blocks are meant to be broken
stop taking negative injection
take a dose of optimism
get a pill of happiness
and you’ll know
BLISSFUL is in your life.

cheer up if you fall, came back strong and you’ll win!

football o football! one of my favourite sports. Enjoy to watch and to play it as well. So much news about it everyday, every tick tock tick tock of the clock! Latest, WORLD CUP qualifiers and friendlies which big countries prevailed. NZ, reached WC for the 2nd tyme after beating Bahrain 1-0 on aggregate.

Portugal, France an Russia had put one leg in WC finals after winning their 1st leg even though all of them had a slender lead. Still, congratz to them! owh yeah, Brazil showed the world why they is the best team by edging England 1-0 in a very one-sided match..(they should have score more!!) England surely missed their stars alot.. hehe

Not to forget, Spain beat Argentina 2-1 thanx to Xabi Alonso’s double. Owh man, what the hell was Maradona thinking?? He was a great player during his time but he made a very weird decisions as head coach of Argentina.. How can a gifted player like Riquelme who is arguably the best playmaker they had at present was left out?? the consequences were very very clear; they had to fight until the dying minutes of the last match against Uruguay to qualify automatically for WC final and most sadly, the beautiful gameplay of ARGENTINA that I love most has gone with the wind… but still, kudos to Spain that provides us with such an elegant display which make them hot contender to win the final next year.

-(hoping for Malaysia to qualify for the WC  final someday, INSYA ALLAH)-

Nevertheless,  Ferguson had only himself to blame after tactical mistakes were made against such quality team. How can he possibly put anderson against Chelsea knowing that he cannot perform above par?? Cant he remember when IT WAS ANDERSON’S FAULT for the 1st goal they conceeded against Barcelona and how badly he played against big teams? Thus, when I saw the formation and the line up Ferguson used against Chels, deep down I knew there would be a big problem in midfield and it was proven indeed. Man U was catching Chelsea’s shadow in the 1st half especially in midfield (with anderson at fault of course) and Giggs was not at his best (he performed very well in this season, thumbs up to him!). Valencia also looks like he didnt know what to do to break chelsea’s wall. In 2nd half, they increased their tempo and started to attack but yet, no goal until the controversy goal scored by anelka(originally claimed by John Terry).

What was driving me mad was when he took until the 85th minutes to put Owen in. Owh man, Owen should has been in starting line up or at the very least, at the start of 2nd half. A man with pace and good reading of the game, equipped with deadly finish inside penalty box, Owen is the predator Man U need to put the ball behind Cech. I bet most of us still remember the cool finishing that end up to be the winning goal for Man U against man city; scored by him. Ferguson should start to put more faith in players that he signed, Owen(awesome goalscorer) and Obertan(he was fast!!).

Not to worry or anything, let us enjoy a season of entertaining football…

First, I would like to wish all of you SALAM RAMADHAN.. it’s been like what? 15 days since the 1st ramadhan? Alhamdulillah.. my fasting still full.. hehe before I forgot, I’m also want to wish Happy Merdeka Day to Malaysia. it’s been 52 yrs since our independence in 31st August 1957.. Hope the prosperity in Malaysia will continue..(;

I bet everyone has start talking about raya already.. owh yeah.. I listened to raya songs since the 1st day of fasting.. it’s normal for us nowadays right? haha Let us not forget to increase our Ibadah ok.. fasting is not an excuse to skip our prayer and I hope I dont.

To share with you, I got a 2nd place in a writing competition and the prize money is RM300 . it may be little for some of you but to be honest, I really2 proud!! It was the 1st time I entered such cmpetition n it must be written in english.. so 2nd place is not bad I guess for a 1st timer like me. perhaps if u know any new writing, debate or public speaking competition, juz let me konw ok. who knows, we might be opponents in that particular cmpttn and we can be friends too.. (;

Salam Ramadhan again and so long. tata~