Hi Readers!

Recently, or maybe that I just realized, people talk about love more than ever. I took a second and thought,”I pretty much the same.”

What’s love? What’s inside love that everyone seems to be hook up with such a word? The never ending affection towards “love” inventing the phrase, “Love Never Dies”.

For me, love is something that is more than beautiful, sometimes I feel it is indescribable. It is a matter of heart where we can’t control it. Love towards the Almighty, family, friends, etc.

However, as much as anybody, I was caught by the “love” towards a person. Am me loving her? I don’t want to say it, I don’t want to admit it and I don’t want to express it, YET. For me who had little knowledge of what is love is, I feel that the term “I LOVE YOU” is taken for granted. People simply say the phrase without even know the beauty of it. Some just want to have girlfriends/boyfriends due to many reasons they have and believe it, they smear the lovely phrase for a physical contact between each other, sexually.

I am no advocate of that side, at least not for the sake of just having girlfriend or having sexual intercourse as sex before marriage is forbidden in my religion of Islam.

Day by day, minute by minute, second by second, my view stands to be more clearer than before; I want to keep this word for the special occasion. I want to reserve this word when she is the one, the real one. I want the phrase I’ll say is meaningful for me and her. I am no longer thinking of having girlfriend. That rationale died quite some times ago. I want to have an ever beautiful, sacred relationship, I want to utter the word “love” towards my WIFE, Insya Allah. Have me met my future wife? Wallahualam.

I really hope I do. Is she the one? I hope so. The day I ask her seriously about it, is the day I hope both of us are ready, or at least have start our quest to be the ideal spouses for each other. It is of course, if she says yes to me. Truth inside, I hope she do. I really really really do. For now, I am hoping, making efforts and prays to ALLAH that the dream becomes reality. 

Matter of heart is out of my control but hey, falling in love and feel it strikes in our hearts are nothing wrong. Love is noble, love is pure, and love between spouses that leads Jannah is beautiful than ever. :’)